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Saturday, December 10, 2011

life as of today

Today I am feeling extra extra thankful.
Thankful that I worked hard and got the results that I wanted out of this semester in college. "It ain't easy", but I am so thankful to have it behind me.

I am also so thankful for my family, friends, and boyfriend. They all play a huge role in my life. My family is always with me even though they are miles away. I love the texts from my parents before my finals telling me good luck and that they are so proud of me. There is nothing better than having them proud of me.
Friends are good things to have especially when they are going through the torture and stress of having a bazzilion tests in one day. It is nice to be able to rant about how much you hate studying but have to just get through it and knowing they are going through the same thing as you helps. It is nice to be able to laugh at ridiculous meaningless things while taking breaks at studying just to lighten the mood.

Then there is poor ol' Marc. He really gets the best and worst of me at times. There are times i'm thinking that I don't even want to be around me right now, how in the world is he even in the same room as me haha.  I don't take it easy on him, I can be quite selfish and kind of not the nicest person ever. With all of that he still is here right now with me, he is a saint??? Well I don't know if anyone knows what it is like to be around someone all of the time and it to be easy and natural. Well that is what we are. To be with someone who I have known for about a year and half and feel like I have known them my whole life is comforting to me.  I feel exactly how I want to feel when he is around even if I am in a bad mood or stressed out, I still feel like i'm at home or at peace with him beside me. He has seen me at my bottom ( not going to say rock bottom because I don't want to jinx myself, whatever that even means) and he hasn't ran yet. I could talk about this person forever and ever because he is so fascinating to me. My mom always says you can tell a lot about a man from the way he treats his mother. Marc treats his mom how I hope one day If I ever have a son to treat me. He would move mountains for this woman. She is a heck of a woman that is for sure, smart, witty, hilarious, crafty and she would not sleep if she knew he had gone to bed hungry. The love between them is just beautiful and that makes me super happy to witness. One of his traits that have come from her is to be giving. Marc is the most giving person I have ever met, EVER. I couldn't explain how thankful I am for this man. His love is such a huge deal to me and I am learning things every day that make me so appreciative that he is in my life. He inspires me to better myself. He is someone who does not let you have a pity party for yourself and I am MOST of the time thankful for this because I am one who can dwell on things. You are in an airport for a whole day with him, flight to the beach is cancelled: he says, " Well nothing you can do about it, lets go eat!". I am the one just completely bummed but he pulls me up and we move on. I am just so excited to be with him. I love love! I love learning about this person and daydreaming about the future hoping this person is in it still ;). Traveling is one HUGE thing I will make apart of my life and I know that he is the perfect person to be by my side wherever we go.  Life is so short and this can be such a cliche thing to say but it is. I just want to take chances with him and have a life full of adventures and learning about random things that I know I will always cherish. That is what I intend on doing living life to the FULLEST and giggling the whole time. These are just some of the reasons why I love calling him my best-friend.

The man is handy that is for sure.
 


sherpaa
St. MAARTEN :)

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